Entitlement is the unrealistic idea the this world owes me something. Entitlement is the belief that I deserve more than I do. Entitlement is a trap. It’s poison. It’s the opposite of humility. It’s deceptive. Entitlement, when given the chance, pulls out the big guns. It’s the gangster on the block that owns the local residents. It muscles its way in and disguises itself as something we need… like “self respect”, protection or normalcy. But, in reality, entitlement is nothing short of a personified cancer– malignant, toxic, yet shrouded by society as a cool, refreshing organic smoothie.
And yet, something about it just isn’t right… it’s like a light bulb goes off when we indulge in it– like eating an entire Ooey Gooey Butter Cake at 2 am while no one’s watching. In the moment, it feels so “ooooh SO right” to indulge, yet it bears the wrong fruit– tummy trouble, indigestion, guilt and yes, even a few pounds added to the scale. And when I’m tempted to feel like I “deserve” something or another, it’s so enticing to go there… My human nature desires to believe that I am more than I am.
However, I know it’s false. I know because of the effects its bore in the past– dissatisfaction, a feeling of heaviness… And my conscious begins alerting, “Warning: Bleep Bleep Bleep: Don’t Drink the Kool-aid!” It’s like a beautiful car in a used car lot for an incredible price. We’ve all heard, “If it’s too good to be true, then it probably is.” Our wisdom kicks in and says, “Don’t go there. You know it’s not what it seems.” And yet, there it is, looking incredibly beautiful luring us over. And as we begin to falter, the salesman leans in to seal the deal wearing nothing short of a cheap business suit with a fake smile. It’s disgusting. Yet, for whatever reason, we’re drawn to it. It’s called being human.
Entitlement is exactly that. While society leans in to convince us that we “deserve” all the best toys; that we “deserve” to be treated like kings and queens, that we “deserve” to have all our needs met just the way we like, that we “deserve” to have what we want NOW. It’s a trap. This thinking just sets us up for disappointment because it’s contrary to real life. Life is not going to hand us all our desires on a silver platter (He’s not that kind of guy). Life will, however, give us seasons– seasons of joy, seasons of excitement, seasons of monotony, seasons of disappointment. And, we have to view each season, even ones of suffering and trial as blessing. Because, to engage in entitlement leads to bitterness and resentment. It destroys our person. It makes us angry. It repels others away from us. And before we know it, it’s filled us up with all the things that society loathes: hatefulness, pessimism, disrespect for others. Isn’t it ironic that the same society that promotes entitlement despises it’s consequence?
It’s counter-cultural to view ourselves as we truly are: sinful, unholy, ungodly, broken, selfish, etc., etc., etc. And to be honest, it’s a little depressing to think of ourselves that way. But, in a small way, it’s healthy, too. It shows us that we need help. We NEED a savior.
And, through God, we don’t have to just accept that we are these things, but can have victory through Christ Jesus to overcome. “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! (2 Corinthians 5:17).” Thankfully, being a new person who is no longer deceived by entitlement is not achieved on our own volition, but with God’s help! “Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the LORD Almighty (Zechariah 4:6).” Thanks be to God, and his name is Jesus.
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Today, I really struggled with entitlement. It was a tough day. The transition has been hard on everyone and one effect has been that my sweet girls have been having trouble sleeping at night and napping. With that, mom doesn’t get a break. Meanwhile, I am trying to apply for jobs and look for places to live, etc. So, it only took a few days for my heart to begin to indulge in the idea that I “deserve” time to myself. And, it took only minutes after indulging for me to realize it– my attitude began to get ugly. Immediately, I knew that I needed God to help me. And He is. I know I can’t be perfect, but by his grace and with his help, I can try to do the right thing moment to moment. I pray that you are finding peace in the Lord regardless of what season he has you in! Regina